Saturday, July 22, 2006
"It's not meant to be like this.Not what I planned at all.I don't want to feel like this.Yeah.No it's not meant to be like this.Not what I planned at all.I don't want to feel like this.So that makes it all your fault."-Imogen Heap:The walk
Damn. it.
I refuse to let my hormones control me! Especially when they're hell bent on getting into Stupid Primo Ass Hat's pants. Nuh uh! No way will i give him the satisfaction of having a crush on him. His sweet talking does not effect me. I refuse to let it effect me. and his hands...his big warm strong hands....
DAMN IT!It's not faaaaaaiiiir!
So I may have the tiniest of tiny crushes on Primo Ass Hat. It's nothing. Obviously i am insane and have horrible taste. (When it comes to guys anyway.)
How could i have let this happen? Why am i soooo weak and smitten and ...uber retarded!? I mean he doesn't even like me as a person! I annoy him with my mere presence it seems and he loves pointing out whenever I fuck up (which just so happens to be alot).
Uhg UHG UHG! and ofcourse I begin to go all starry eyed for Primo Ass Hat just when John Cusack Jr. attempts to make a move! I even lied and told him I had a boyfriend as so to completely destroy his hopes of ever seeing me out of my cute apron.
Atleast B came to visit me at work. What a doll. We even double kissed and I
never double kiss, which just goes to shoe how much I've missed my bestest. She is my favouritest!
Work is really not glamourous is any way shape or form. It's sooo stressy and messy and....*le sigh* I'm nowhere near being ready for my bar exam any time soon, so i have to spend the weekend studying the bar giude book that i stole form work yesterday. Well not stole exactly. I borrowed it. Yup.
Borrowed.Anyway I need to be coffee connaiseur by monday or I might get fired. I don't even know my hours for my shift that day. I am....how you say? LE FUCKED.
Alll I can do
11:07 AM
