Thursday, July 20, 2006
"Dont talk of love, But Ive heard the words before;Its sleeping in my memory.I wont disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.If I never loved I never would have cried.I am a rock,I am an island."-Simon and Garfunkel-Je suis un roche
I FAIL AT LIFE. F---.....-!
Seriously sometimes i wonder why it is that i really suck so much ass. So I made a list!
Top five Reasons why i suck Today:
1)
I have never been kissed. Oh there have been opportunities...but none of them seemed all that appealing. I have this thing where i want
everything to be 'special'. I want my first kiss to be something I can take great pleasure in during and later in life whenever I revisit it's fading memory.
2)
I am still not blonde. Blame it on the fact that I'm as broke as a joke...only i don't find it all that funny.
3)
I always get crushes on guys who piss me off!!! What is with that anyway? Maybe it's because i think deep down i can tame them and i love the challenge...oh and the chase gosh i love the chase..which brings me to
4)
Whenever the guy I like likes me back...I stop liking him. Whether it be because I am a tease or not is soooo not the point here. The point is...well...there is no point really.
5)
I really REALLY suck on bar.We're talking lots of suck right here. So much suck you'd think a little girl like me couldn't possibly contain it but oh..you'd be wrong! I tried sooo hard today....;______; and by the end of it all i was all calling for my mother. It litterally raped my self esteem. Beyond brutal to my soul.
That about sums it up right now. I am going to go take a bath...I'd do my nails too but they're all chipped and broken from work. >_<
woe is me.
6:13 PM
