Monday, August 07, 2006

"When all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through."
-All America Rejects: Move along
***Warning bitches: Contains large quantity of self pity and pathetic whining not to mention cries for attention.
Can you say worst day of work ever?
Because I sure as hell can.
I don't know what it is exactly. I just
feel like something's missing. Or that I'm trying to fit a circle into a triangle.
and I was seriously on the verge of tears for 3/4 of the day. My heart feels broken-wtf is that about?
I should be stoked! I'm starting Cegep soon, I look better that I have for a long time and I'm getting money to buy new clothes and all that other nonsense that the material girl in me has been begging for, for so long.
and yet...
I Hurt and every inch of me seems to want to cry.
WHATTHE FUCKUCK?! .....shmuuuuuuu? ;______;I want someone to tell me I'm beautiful.
I want someone to just
hold me and not want anything more.
I want to be taken away a million miles away from here.
I want someone to change my life.
I want someone to just kiss me without asking if it's okay.
But most of all I want to be happy without all those things.
I feel broken...and I wish someone could fix that.
3:40 PM