Tuesday, August 08, 2006
"A few times I've been around that track So it´s not just gonna happen like that 'Cause I ain't no holla back girl I ain't no holla back girl!"
I had a hard time figuring out how to start off this entry with a bang.
Quite frankly i don't know what to say after my last entry.
Obviously i need a change of scenery in regards to my current situation.
(aka suckity suck suck)
I thought i had given up the thought of a knight in shining armor but apparently as my last entry makes painfully clear I haven't. and that's just sad because nobody wears full body armor anymore. it's just a fact.
I need to focus on what I want from life and then strive towards those things with all that I have.
This is much easier said than done because there are times where I want very different things.
So here's a list of things I want:
-I want to be 120 pounds (That means losing 20 pounds.)
-I want a lover in every essence of the word. emphasis on love.
-I want to not doubt myself and have more confidence
-I want atleast three pairs of really really cute shoes and really adorable outfits!
-I want an organized and clean room
-I want to be amazing at my job.
Scratch that last one. I just want to be amazing....period.
Which reminds me... if you were wondering.
Yes it is
that time of the month.
You know where wild beasts roam and if you're not careful you could be eaten alive?
Oh and I'm a little overly emotional and kill for anything remotely chocolatey.
4:18 PM
