Monday, August 14, 2006

"Tell me why we're standing hereThe moment's passion's all so clearYou got my mind blownAnd baby, I'm ready to go."
-Mariah Carey:Say something
Sweet lord help me...I have fallen and i cannot get up. >____<
I am currently chest deep in lust for the worst kind of man. He's cocky, he's smug and he's such an ass hat. So ofcourse i love him.
I wasn't suppose to see him until sunday!!!!!!!!!!
I looked like crap!!!!!!
WHHHHHHHHYYYY GOD WHHHYYYYYY!?I refuse to go into detail about the sequence of events that took place because I know i'm just going to jinx the fuck right out of this little crush of mine and besides I will never ever act on my instincts to rip his clothes off.
never
ever.School starts in a week and i need to concentrate on my studies and work. I don't have time for anything.
He looks like he would be a fabulous fuck. Too bad I suck at the love 'em and leave 'em approach.
He would probably end up breaking my little heart anyway and i hate that because I'm so fragile...I wish i was a heartless vixen.
One of these days I'm going to be. Just you wait and see
3:49 PM