Sunday, September 17, 2006
"I wanna get out of here
Inhale your sky
A beautiful place to be
So I don´t know why They´re selling us something
I don´t need
They´re selling us something, babe
You shouldn´t believe"
-Goldfrapp:Lovely 2 C U
In lieu of this horrible tragedy I thought it would be a good idea to start living life a little better. No more excuses, no more procrastination.
To really take the opportunity to be all I could be, because I am lucky enough to have the chance to.
So I did what most people do who don't know anything about anything-I went to Chapters to find myself a cure-all, get in shape-get organized-get laid how to book. Said in simpler terms a self help book.
Pathetic? Maybe, but I really wanted to give the whole thing a whirl to see if a little self-help was all it was cracked up to be.
Frankly I was left speechless by titles frightenly similar to "Be the Right woman" and "How to not not be successful"
...!?!?efkjsdksh!!!!?
So basically I have given up the hope of attaining perfection through completeing a 4 step program based on someone else's view on how my life should be.
I am redefining what Self-Help really is by actually-Helping myself.
Sound crazy? Probably is. I'm not a phycologist, no movie star hell I'm not even all that great at basic grammar!
I'm a 17 year old, chubby virgin.
And in 90 days I will be fabulous.
2:37 PM
