Sunday, October 22, 2006
"If I just to spite you
Placate your disgrace
Will song turn to silence?
Will mask wear your face?
Are you down to be open?
Show me yours and I'll show you mine
Or are you down just to be down?
I don't believe the words you sing sometimes
But then it's your life
Uh huh, it's your life
It's your lifeUh huh, it's your life
But, you've only got one"
-Imogen Heap:Only got one
So starting today: No bread, no alcohol and no drugs, no tv (other than sex in the city) and no internet other than to update this journal and to do homework. (Max 2 hours the during the 7 day week)
Starting today
I go to bed latest 9:30.
I work out everyday of the week.
I drink 8 glasses of water a day and take vitamins.
I eat salad...lots and lots of salad.
I do not rely on anyone but myself.
I don't let anything or anyone interfere with what I want.
I only listen to music that has sexy lyrics.
I don't take anyone's shit.
I keep myself organized and prepared for EVERY aspect of my life. (Room, homework, schedule)
I actually do my homework.
I am officially trying too hard.
But that's okay.
I'm worth it and I deserve everything I want.
I have a fitness appointment with a trainer named Michael today at 2:30. Yes I took the app because I was hoping he'd be le sexy, but more importantly because I thought having a guy trainer would motivate me.
Give me until new years, 2 months to knock everyone off of their feet. Until my birthday to be fabulous and until summer to have the world in the palm of my hand.
9:46 AM
