Wednesday, November 22, 2006
What am I doing!?
Mr.Ninja man guy is online RIGHT NOW, and I'm just sitting here...appearing offline. I've been dying to talk to him for two days...why can't I just let myself fall? Why do I fight it like this?
I'm going online and I'm going to talk to him and...be brave!
But I want him to say Hi first....I need the reassurance...
and now I'm online and he's not saying hi...
(and I apologize for the play by play...but just deal okay?)
*pout* Should I say Hi? Or does that make me seem needy? I don't want to seem needy!
Uhg I'm going to do abs and if by when I'm done he hasn't said Hi I'm going to cry...on the inside!
And so I did my abs and made myself supper and now...he's not online anymore.
Woe is me.
Anyway I haven't been holding back in the fitness department but what always gets me is the nutrition! I'm fed up! I didn't want to have to get so strict with myself but I've decided that I am going to make meal plans and I'm going to stick to them.
Breakfast: 0olong tea+2 egg whites, 2 peices of veggimeat-orange+iron+vitamins
Lunch: Grapefruit,celery,carrots, apple, Yogurt+Oolong tea
Supper: Fish+Salad/ Fish+soup
And I am going to take whey protein right after I do weight training.
I made an appointment for next wednesday to get my BMI and fat percetange and all that so that in 4-6 months I can go back and see my results.
Blah blah blah yadda yadda yadda I know right. Boring.
But I'm really dedicated! I want to be 110 pounds by march 18th 2007!
If I start the countdown from next week I have 16 weeks to do it.
My goal starting next week is two pounds a week.
Here goes nothing!
2:38 PM
