Tuesday, December 19, 2006
What have I been up to?
Gosh well...let's see!
First I should inform everyone that I fell off the wagon! And none too gracefully either.
I had forgotten just how much I love Vodka...and let's just say I love it more that I do most people I know! And this is including family members so tis no jest when I declare my devotion for this certain alcoholic substance.
That said-It just wouldn't be the holidays if I were sober.
My parents should be coming back from Mexico ...tomorrow! It's about time too- I've almost forgotten what they look like and let's not even start with their names!
So My sleeping habits have been...
uneahlthilly strange..as of late. Basically I go to bed when I used to get up to go to school. 6 am.
Yaaaa...
I also went clubbing saturday night and got dance raped. NOT TOO MUCH FUN REALLY. part of me likes it while part of me still thinks i should shower off the shame of the night.
I met a funny guy (he might not have been that funny...I was really really drunk!) His name was Craig and he worked for Parlimant...(or you know...again I should mention i was really drunk so he might not have been funny firstly and well...parliment sounds alot like pornography department when I'm tipsy...and i don't hear all that well when I'm sober so either way...whoops?)
ANYWAY IF YOU EVER READ THIS: "HI CRAIG FROM OTTAWA!" loves shout outs i'm sure.
Anyway Craig, I'm actually not such a fucking whore and I apologize for being underage and ditching you..and I apologize for my behaviour. I was just really drunk and you know that piece of 2'' cloth sorry excuse for a skirt i was wearing? you know what i'm talking about! you kept trying to take off while we were on the dance floor? anyway...I apologize for that too!
Anyway the only real reason I mention Craig is that he said something that made me stop and go hmmmm
"Anne, If you were my girlfriend I wouldn't let you come to a place like this."
Thanks Craig. If I were my girlfriend I wouldn't let me come to a place like that either. Good call. Soo never going back there ever again.
Next time me and the girls are hitting up the classy joints.
My lord though we were soo trashed....we have to call Nez Rouge!
Even when we got out of the club some black guy tried to get me into his car!
Wtv I was asking for it...wearing what i was wearing and..being drunk.
It's like I've come full circle back to my bad habits with only one difference...
I feel a whole lot smarter and I know what I want. Well atleast I think i know what i want...?
I'm thinking about taking a year off from school and working...and you know...living.
I feel like I'll be in school for atleast 5 years (Cegep then university..) and then I'll be working...so when will i have time to just experience life?
I hate the way that works...school is just not where I want to be right now.
I have goals that don't involve school right now...
-Going to mexico
-Being 110 pounds
-Being really Tanned
-Dying my hair blonde Blonde and getting a perm
-Having an organized and clean room
-Having really really hot Clothes
-Taking an Esthetician Course
-Learning how to Knit!
-Being able to do The splitz
-Attaining healthy Nutrition
-Learning how to Cook! (desserts and sushi..and stuff!)
-Taking Japanese courses
-Taking Body massage courses
-Getting a boyfriend
-Getting rid of warts
-Taking Swimming lessons
-Taking Driving lessons
and then later on maybe I'll just be an esthetician or a fittness trainer or teach english to foreigners or being a kindergarden teacher or council young kids! all options!
But before all that I feel like i should take atleast one year off to figure myself out and get my head right.
Oh and I have the hugest crush on Mr.Cuteninja boy and we have a date july 3rd because I'm an idiot...I don't know how I'm going to play this one off!
Come January 1st I'm back on the road to attain fabulous-osity!
1:24 AM
